My littlest spring..


 
Some days just drag on, hour after hour stretches ahead...Some days just whiz by before you know it. In all the rush and drama, we just have time to finish chores and get through the day. More often than not we don't have time to relish the small thoughtful gestures of beloved ones. IN our hectic pace, we lose that feel of love, romance, youthfulness, hope and merry spirit. even our sense of humor...But some simple act of affection jerks up your feelings that are buried inside you. And for a few days at least you welcome back the sensation of being loved and hence giving back the feeling to others. The spring in your step and the sparkle in your eyes brighten the day. You go an extra mile to make your loved ones happy. And love, you see is like a bouncy ball. The smallest gesture of love, brings someone joy and heartfelt happiness and it returns to you in one form or other. 
Spring is here, and this winter has been easier with the promise of spring. I am nurturing my own bud inside of me, which is growing petal by petal and will be unfurled in to a beautiful blossom this spring. Life has been sweeter and our love just grew an extra inch. It was a much needed change. Yes there was times of denial, confusion, fear and demons. But i have slayed many a demons with you by my side. And now every change in weather, makes me feel one day closer to our very own little spring. Nothing says spring is here, better than all those yellow wild flowers strewn all along the grass. And each day grows more beautiful and perfect, like our little family. The only man ever in my life...My daughter Keerthi and the littlest spring...We are waiting for you..



Simply complicated..



There is a chaos to my beauty,
And beauty in my chaos,
A rough edge to my softness,
And a soft lining to my hardness,
There are more demons than angels,
There is a question in my every answer-
And answer in my every question,
There is a silence behind my noise-
And noise behind every one of my silence,
There is a shadow for every light-
And light for every shadow,
A Package of paradox and oxymoron,
So yes, i am simple in a slightly complicated way!!